Craziness! :)

Yesterday was the saddest days for me. I normally don’t get as upset as I was. since Friday night I have been in tears. I had gotten an email from Jenny saying that hiway was leaving Sunday. When I read it i broke into tears, I didnt know what to do so I just cried and cried until I fell asleep. That Saturday I was suppose to go to new York city but I was debating about even going anymore that way I could see hiway one last time. But I was persuaded to go. That whole day there I wad holding back tears and when I was on the bus ride home I almost had a melt down. When I got home I could not stop thinking about him it was the one thing I have truly cared about in a long time. The next morning (Sunday) I went to sebastians, I was there at 10 and left at like 3. During those 5 hours I was in the field with him getting pictures and spending his last moments there with him keeping him happy. Then I brought him in groomed him since he was all muddy, washed his hooves, combed his mane and tail. Then I brought him out to graze, I was sitting there getting ready to cry because I thought to myself I would never see him again. I pet him walked him gave him an apple right until his owner came. And as they loaded the trailer with his things hiway and Winston had one final graze and walk together. Then she took him from me and loaded him. He looked back at us and he got all nervous. We went to where he could see us and he kicked at the trailer not wanting to leave. Once they started to leave I felt the tears but nothing came out. We sat there for half an hour talking about the memories of him and the other horses. Hopefully Winston is alright with loosing him and maybe in the future we can retire him with hiway and they will be reunited. All I know is that I want to go see him soon knowing he’s alright and happy.

What is love? Couples always say it at one point but wat is it? u can’t exactly see it or feel it. some people don’t believe in love others say it doesn’t exist. Love to me is when ur with a person and he or she makes u feel all warm inside when ur heart starts to race when you kiss u get butterflies in ur stomach. Also most people say they love eachother when they r gonna get married. Someone truly special to u and ur heart, someone that understands u and learns to love ur weirdness. It may take a while to find that one special person but when he find them the word love will mean everything to u two. And it should. Love is everything to a couple so don’t ruin it.